Most of my friends around me have started work already, but I am still yes, sort of unemployed. It's not that I don't know what I want to do, I do know but sometimes you just don't get what you want. MOE research have came to a half full stop already, because today is officially my last centre to attend to, but I still have one absent boy to follow up with and the October's Post-test.

Tomorrow till Friday, I will be helping out at KidsE. Farrer Rd from 830-1300. Fyi, that is my yr2 attachment centre and I can proudly announce it's my favourite centre. Will be "reuniting" with my 2 fellow friends from my batch, as well as my daughters and sons, and my beloved mentor, Elaine.

Regarding the gym job I mentioned in the last post, let's just say I could have gotten the job if I hadn't promised Elaine I would help her. Okay you may think I should have been partial enough to weigh the importance of these 2 options; yes the gym job carries more importance if you are talking about the monetary and advancement of it all. Yet for me, I chose to give that up for now and keep to my promise because I need to be reciprocal and responsible..

Elaine has played a very great part in my life tho I've barely known her for three years. She is one of the lady whom motivated and inspired me so much, just like how Nick did. To me, she is not only a mentor, but my friend, my confidante, my advisor, my counsellor (and technically she is one). She was the only mentor who would warm my hands with hers when I was nervous, introduced and treated me to teh-tarik ice cream and Macdonalds, addressed me as "My friend", hugged me goodbye, calls me "This fellow" when I say silly things, advised me on a mentor and friend point of view, says "I miss you" and "Visit me soon" when I sent her random SMSes, and most importantly, gives me the most genuine smile you can ever can from a mentor.

If after reading you guys still don't understand my reason for wanting to help her out as and when she needs me, nevermind. (: I hope you meet someone this special in your life someday and you will get it.

At the same time, I feel nervous too. It's like, entering/trespassing a familiar place with familiar faces whom most probably treats you like strangers now. Contradicting and conflicting. But I promise I will have a good time because I will be assisting Dinah with her todds and she is my yr2 attachment partner, just that now she is being employed as a full-fledged teacher.

Hellavu to me, and to you too. Good night humans!