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Saturday, January 12, 2008
shaneislove was here 4:22 PM

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the second time Mr. P showed us the video of Nick, i cried less. yet, i realized much more even tho 85% of what he says was the same as the previous one. When you fail, what do you do? Do you believe that at least someone in this world, sincerely feels that you are beautiful the way you are? He does, Nick does.
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Well if each time I fail something, and I want to try again, can I really do? Will there be really another chance for me? I feel so tired, not those lethargy where I can gulp furiously 10 cans of redbull to wake myself up. It's, internalized. It feels as tho, i can't differentiate between the pain inside, and an external pain. It is equally throbing.
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No matter how long and hard i need to stand up from this, no matter how you think i am trying to avoid, i just need time. I don't know why, each time i blog an entry, it is something negative.
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If only i could turn back time, there would have been alot of decisions i would change. however, what's done could not be undone.
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