Good day everyone!
yes, finally i am back alive. I apologize for being missing in action for such a long period of time. I just needed some time to be completely away and unaccountable for; i'm sorry for this selfish act. However, I thank those who has been persistent in checking this page every now and then, and tag to remind me that hey, it's time to update. Well, here i am. Hello peeps! (:
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For the past one month or so, so much has happened to me. It has been one of the rockiest period of my life, and I finally experienced what it is when the saying goes, "Life is like a roller coaster". I must say, this roller coaster ride hasn't been a fun and exciting one; but, it has taught me way more, and i've grown (mature or immaturely) definately. I can't really explain all that has happened, because somehow i don't wish to remember much of it, much less to talk about it.
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Rest assured that things are back on track now, and I (or we) will try to make situation stay this way now. Sometimes, I still do feel the aches, the negativity, and then comes the silent tears. Of which, I am able to smile much genuinely now. I hope it is...
Regardless of whose fault is it, who should take the blame, what has caused me (or we) to be this way, whatever it is, everything is over. I never like to rake up the past now, thus, please don't ask. Thank you for understanding and respecting me. (: It takes two hands to clap, and everything that happens, happen for a reason. Prolly, the reason is me.
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To the world, you may only mean one person. But to one person, you may mean the world.
yes, i know this is a saying everyone knows. Yet, it had never struck me so strongly, until it came out of my lecturer's mouth. Do i mean the world to you?
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P.S To people who once had the intention of commiting suicide, give up your life and everything, feel like a total useless loser, at this moment, please slap yourself. (I did it few weeks ago) When you're done with slapping, go to youtube, and search for "Nick Vujicic". This wonderful guy has taught and motivated me so much. Thank you Nick, for being so strong.