Attachment has started for the past one week. I don't know if i should count myself suey or smth.. was alrdy darn depressed that i got posted into a **** centre, with quite a **** mentor..and then she has to make things worst for me to assign me to the CUTESY but WORST group of all; Playgroup and N1s........
I mean, this age group is seriously fun and loving to play with.. and i know it tks more than 1 million brain cells and 3/4 of my body energy to know how to really tackle them. And i do not know if it's the same in other centres, but these toddlers and N1s in my centre are really realllyy realllyyy almost impossible for me to even get them to sit properly for a min during lessons.. Even the teachers themselves could not handle them, how bout me??!! FAIL LOR!
I may sound really exaggerating saying this, but i am serious when i tell you i get nightmares about them and my assessment...and i can cry over this fact each morning...........
Is God hinting me to give up? Or does He wants to test my preserverance? I am breaking down, mentally and physically... can someone just slap me and remind me bluntly that if i quit now...i am the stupidest person on earth?
but seriously,i am stupid all along.....
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