Many say, i need time to heal. Some say, i am not alone in this. A few others say, i am not the worst human being on earth. A couple commented, they are in the same boat with me. But why? After a few days, i thought i will be alright? I thought i get over things fast? I though i will live on well? NO?! Am i wrong? Seriously, i know there are people out there who cares for me. BUT DONT HIDE CAN? where are you guys? come out! i need to feel you.. i need your support the most right now! I know i sound like some pathetic shit-ass-gaining-symphathy emo freak, but i dont care bout that right now, i just WANT you guys!

For those who REALLY cared and was there for me, THANKS! you know who you are..i don't need to mention. Huan nan jian zhen qing..i finally realized this saying. a big special thanks to my YGA!! you've been my best motivator and supporter these few days. you know i love you. XD

Well, to those whom i've spoken to;esp. wenhui. thanks for hearing me out.. we are in this shit-hole together..rmb u said u will climb out of this hole and pull me out soon? i am waiting. to those whom dont know what had happened to me, come and ask me if you care. if not, i thank you for reading this post anyway.

I hope i can survive...though my last bit of strength is draining away soon..i need that "tree" again. i need that sense of security. would you give it to me?? love me real, love me true, love me well...........


you said i can depend on you? YGA!

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