i guess i have to write down my feelings here before i go bonkers, since there seems to be noone to be there to listen to me. (or perhaps it's me who do not know how to say out how i feel) Anyway, this is it. Another phase of my life. Another story ended. yet another chapter unveiled. Well, at this point of time, when i look around, i realised i am the only one lost in direction in this whole pile of shit. It's too much for me to handle. Or prolly before i made this decision i should know this would happen to me, and i ought to be prepared to accept it, face it, and live with it. Now, why am i breathing the empty air each day? I am suffocating......... Why do i wake up each day feeling that no one has noticed i am in that shithole beneath them? Why do i look up and only see darkness and not the light? Please pull me up, please shine some light to lead me on...
Maybe this is Fate, a destiny God wants me to go through. A lesson He needs me to learn from. I will be fine, right? People say tomorrow will be a better day, wouldnt it? I just hate this entire emotions; a feeling of emptiness, lost, and loneliness. Get lost seriously, because this is NOT me.
where's my guardian angel?
you said you will be, is it true?
maxine