Happy new year to readers!! =)
Ain't Chinese New Year supposedly to be a joyous festive which I often, as a younger self, looked forward to each year? Why does it seem to me now like a normal day, except that i get to wear new clothes, receive red packets, and take a good look at my "long-lost" relatives? (It's isn't a great thing to see them after all, well, i believe most of you know why) Yesterday when all my relatives are in my house, why do i feel so out of place? (actually, i've been feeling so since young. Can only express this thought out now when i realised the right words to describe) I don't want to hate new year, after all, everyone should be happy.
Yesterday, whilst i was sitting in a corner, i had this random thought:
-If you always think that you're still young, try living till the day you see your own heart-