have not been blogging for a week or so... was away for a trip to Kelantan; Gunung Stong, with TAS. ALOT ALOT happened, many lessons learnt. Things cock up last minute, scheldule was kinda screwed up...but lyk what we learn, we cover each other's asses. Conquering Gunung Stong was kinda an achievement to me and everyone else, a tough and challenging trek which REALLY show what endurance was all about. Never-ending steep route, with extreme heavy load on our backs, the rain, the mud, the deadly mosquitos, the leaking tents, the leeches, the quarrels, the fights, the trash-talks, the long but yet wonderful train ride. I shall never forget all these, for it made a significant change in many. Improvements were seen tremendously, though there's still unhappiness, but well..these r just part and parcels through life. Some bad memories etched in me personally, dun wish to point it out here. But to that person, my great friend of mine..i hope you know what,why and who i cried for. If u think that I am silly or stupid to do that, that's your problem. I cry becos i care. That's all. I can't ctrl your life, it's ur choice. I'm just very disappointed in you, for you know why.
P.S I hate it when I treat someone as my good friend, but all I get back, is not what I expect. Reciprocal relationship is what I am looking for. If you can't even do that, I am sorry but I have to let go of our frienship.
maxine