exams are finally, over. but smth's weird, im not happy. i mean i dont go, "YES! EXAMS ARE OVER. TIME TO ENJOY!!" or whatsoever. People headed to town, chilled out, went out with their bunch of friends, ME?! HAHA..rotting at home. in another words, i lead a lifeless life. it's so contrasting, when you come to think of it. Last year, i was hardly at home. Working, hanging out and working. Now? No no..i want to go back to BOC life. i truly miss ah lay, yuki and the rest. I miss the days how early i have to get out of bed, when my friends are still dreaming away, take train down to bugis, taka, or junction 8. when the shopping centre are still dead, im already there, busy setting up the stall. when crowds are dispersing, im busy there, closing stall and counting day-sales. Time past so easily, everyday, i meet different people from different walks. i talk alot, i love people, and i enjoy being with people. can i hav the chance again? i miss pengzhi, i miss laylay, i miss ananda, and i miss willy.where are you guys now? what are you guys doing? i very much want to text you guys, but somehow, i feel that distance. a distance i never want, a distance that makes my heart break.

God, please bless me with something for me to occupy. maybe, i will think less this way. somehow.