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Sunday, February 19, 2006
shaneislove was here 5:53 PM

Yesterday was CSM. It was good, bad, funny, not funny. It marks the end of being a TASIC17 member. I'm now officially, proudly a full graduate from TASIC. We were announced to the public as the 31st council, but not officially one yet. This scenario always comes to me. I'm now at the end of a road. In front of me, there's a junction. At this junction, I have two choices. Turn left, or turn right? I don't know where these two lanes will lead me to. I may get lost somewhere, but I know it won't be a dead end. Advices from people out dere ; if i turn left, it will be another chapter of my life. it will be a continuation of the many hurdles that i'd passed thru in the past road. If i choose this road, i have to walk on, till the end of it. It won't be an easy road, i have to face many challenges, good and bad ones. I may even meet mishaps along the way, but maybe at the end of this lane, i will find good memories, and good lessons that will make me grow. Turn right? It would be freedom. This will be of course an easier road. After turning right, i will be totally out of the many hurdles i've gone thru. I know in this lane, i can take as much time as i want to finish this journey. I can enjoy myself along the way, do whatever i want. Life is like a free bird. I will meet my difficulties too, but yet, it won't be as serious as what i will face if i turn left. However, i will miss whatever that happens along the past road. I want to meet my friends again, I want to go thru hardships tgth again.

Can someone make a decision for me? I'm really at a dead end now. I have to make a choice. Time won't stop here for me. I cant just stand still and pretend that i still can walk frontwards. Even if a thousand ppl give me advices, the final decision still lies in me. If i turn left with you guys, our friendship remains. Once i turn right, it MAy be the end of everything. But yet, it will be a new beginning. I hate making decisions really. I just want to be free from alll troubles. Whatever it is, gif me time. Before the sun sets and moon rise, I will make my choice. Wait for me ppl, will you? Till now, i want to say. thank you TASIC17. thank you 30th council. thank you Dora, thank you Coco, thank you Dear. Thank you God.
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